Scary things
- I hate the process of getting my haircut, but I love when my hair is massaged.
- I can do without sweets: candy, ice-cream, soda, etcetera.
- I have to brush and floss at least twice daily and as needed in between.
- I’m a pen not a pencil kind of person. I like dark and permanent ink. This should say something about my B&W world.
- I treasure extremely hot (dry or humid) weather over cold, any day.
- I haven’t vomited since I was about 6 years old.
- I’ve had 8 holes in my ears and only 2 remain.
- I write — stories, poems, thoughts and experiences because it feels good and I like to look back on them.
- I hate and fear numbers.
- I can pick up objects with my toes.
- I am super flexible…like Gumby.
- I alternate tapping my big toes when listening to music.
- Old Spice fires up my hormones.
- Over sensuous and extremely sensitive to smells, sounds, touch and taste.
- I love to smile, laugh and to be excited (easily excitable) — these bring joy to my life.
- To hope, to desire, to be open — allow my fantasies to thrive.
- All I want or need is human touch.
- I feed off happy people.
- I hate crowds, when they’re an inconvenience or when I start feeling claustrophobic.
- I’m a morning person and get poopy by the afternoon.
- If I don’t want to hang out and someone forces me to, I guarantee that I will be a pain in the ass.
- I like the option of saying “no.” Ask me to hang out even if you know I’m going to say “no.” It makes me happy.
- I’m a foodie…and an elitist. I hate when people think something is good, when clearly it’s not.
- I’m the compost-electricity-and water-Nazi in my home.
- I secretly disapprove people that buy water bottles for daily consumption.
- I mimic behaviors, attitudes, language and accents that I like. I pronounce “O’s” like a Minnesotan.
- I’m a sore loser and hate playing trivial pursuit and Foosball.
- I was born to wear high heels (since age 3) but I choose comfort and not-so-fashionable shoes these days.
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August 13, 2008 – Strange things I do when I’m happy
- Wiggle my whole body when delighted by food.
- Skip when I’m excited and anxious.
- Hum or sing a melody.
- Hit people on the arm like I’m playing drums (gotta get rid of this one).
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February 20, 2006 - Balance me
I crave for an affectionate touch
I crave to be noticed
I crave to be wanted
In the end, I crave to be appreciated
I desire to get to know people
I desire that people will not shut me out
In the end, I desire to love them for who they are.
I desire that people will want to get to know me
I desire that I will not shut them out
In the end, I desire to be loved.
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November 26, 2006
I need to have a purpose to live.
Make me important, noticed, cared for and subject me to a life of thrills.
Keep me on my feet, challenge me physically, but don’t toy with my emotions.
Show me something that I’ve not seen before
and you will be admired.
Show me devotion
and you will be remembered.
Show me logic
and I will teach you how to feel.
Show me your lifestyle
and I will project it as my own.
Show me ardent love for anything
and I will praise you for committment.
