Archive for March, 2010

Step 1: Realizing I need to Anchor.

Posted in bitch, opportunities, pursuit of happiness, these thoughts on March 31st, 2010 by LC – Be the first to comment

Everyone’s lives are messy.

All around me.

Twitter posts are saddening.

And I’m not the one in a relationship.

But I feel for both.

/*new thought*/

I think that I’m missing out on the world. On opportunities.

When I’m not being “productive,” more like “busy,” then I’m not taking advantage of what life has to offer.

But the epiphany I had today, with the help of my psych, was that I’m missing out on me.

Sounds corny, but it actually carries weight.

I’m constantly projecting on the outside world, to be this outgoing, friendly, amiable person.

To help anything and anyone with any issue.

To talk and tailor conversations to peoples personalities.

To get along with anyone that is challenging to “deal with.”

Yet, at the end of the day, what have I resolved about myself?

Absolutely nothing.

I am at a loss of identity.

An on-going theme in 9th grade, epitomized by “A Separate Piece.”

Thought that period was over…guess not.

These next few posts may be depressing rambles that don’t make sense.

But I’m just going to spend the next few regurgitating my brain.