It takes a passionate person to drive change
Posted in Goals, ToDo, bitch, career, challenges, contemplate contradictions and complexities, culture, learning, opportunities, pursuit of happiness, secrets, these thoughts on April 12th, 2009 by LC – Be the first to commentI’m constantly trying to improve my relationship with clients.
It’s definitely a challenge.
As an external auditor, people hate me before they even meet me.
I’m not used to that.
Throughout engagements I’ve attempted to show that I’m a sensitive, human being who is going to use keen judgment when testing their IT infrastructure controls.
I understand that humans make mistakes.
I will be sensitive to you, if you are likewise to me.
It’s a reciprocation, really.
I’ve recently been presented switching service lines into information protection and business resilience.
I’m not exactly sure what that entails — I would be lying if I said that I understood what it was all about.
But truthfully, I’m just as lost about it as I was with information risk management in the external audit.
My largest concern is being a noob all over again.
But if I don’t do it now, it’ll get much more difficult.
I might even get stuck in my ways and enjoy a level of comfort of knowing exactly how to do my job.
The only problem with this is that the line of work that I do right now is not rewarding.
I’m having a hard time understanding what kind of skills and resources I need in order to do something that I am passionate about; thus, a huge disconnect between the experience I’m obtaining in my day-to-day versus where I want to be, soon.
I think that this year will require me to really push myself in developing a career that I enjoy.
I’ve written down areas that I want to pursue, but I need more information in order to figure out what I need to do to get there.
I’ll be doing a lot of communicating with various people, I know.
I am passionate about what I want in life and I hope that it’ll help drive the change that ultimately, brings me fulfillment and inner peace with each day that I am involved.
I will not settle with a job that does not make me happy.
I will put in just enough time to figure out what I really want to do.
